Ganbatte!!!
Ingin menari di padang penuh bunga
Dan merasakan rumput tinggi menggelitik kakiku
Ingin bernyanyi bersama gelungan ombak
Dan menikmati uap hangat yang membelai pipiku
Ingin pergi ke tempat yang jauh
Terbang ke ujung langit
Dan mengintip dunia dari balik awan
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bosan… nggak bisa konsentrasi… coba baca lagi… bosan lagi… nggak konsen lagi…
And then I hear this voice inside me say: tassiiaaaaaa mo sampe kapan begini??? lol
I hereby welcome all types of exams and the mess that usually follows. =p
And I promise myself not to let anything put me down. As Michelle once said, "Kalau kamu mengganggap suatu masalah itu sulit dipecahkan, pasti ntar jadi sulit untuk dipecahkan. Tapi kalau kamu menganggap itu mudah n santai, pasti itu menjadi mudah dan santai aja."
Semua tergantung cara pandang kita. As Alex the Lion (Madagascar, -red.) put it, "It’s all in the mind…" 
So when things turn bad, and I start to feel sad… I’ll just close my eyes and go far, far away… la ou le ciel est plus bleu, ou il y a plus de soleil… and everything else I love.
Come what may!!!!!
- cheers to all -
Uncategorized | Comments (2)Calling All Angels
Dunno what to post.. cause there’s too many things in my head… I just can’t figure out where to start.
Minggu ini cewek penghuni K-07 berkurang satu… I don’t really know what to say or think about it… I guess that everyone was kinda shocked by the news. But who are we to judge? People go through different situations… have their own priorities in shaping their future… In the end, we can only hope that the desicion made was for the best.
And then there was this moment in the middle of the week where I had to (for the hundredth time these past 6 months) struggle not to breakdown facing this one person who seems to have so little faith in me… Yet all these ******* months, I’ve done nothing but to make this person proud of me and accept me the way I am..
It just hurts me so much because now I begin to question whether or not this person really cares about me.. Cause I always believe that when you care about someone, you’re supposed to trust him/her.
Plus topik gila yang sempat gue dan Nur bicarakan di suatu kelas kalkulus di suatu pagi yang indah… Just thinking about it makes me wanna burst into laughter. *Nuuurrr… kata Tami imajinasi loe terlalu tinggi… hehehe..* ^_^’
Berhubung topiknya terlalu gila untuk dibeber di sini… I’d just go straight to how it affects me. Pada akhirnya, I started to contemplate on life.. on the future, to be more exact. Nggak cuma topik gila itu sih, yang bikin gue jadi merenungkan hal-hal "agak" serius, tapi juga kepergian Yesi and my mom’s birthday. As mom turns 46 today, I then remember that Dad will turn 49 in November. I know it’s still months away… it’s the fact that my parents are getting closer to the age 50 that hits me. For some people, I might seem to exaggerate stuff a little. But really, combined with the conversation I had with Nur, this wave of melancholy is absolutely understandable.
I just begin to wonder whether I’ve done my best so far.. whether I’ve made the most of the time I have.. whether I’ve been the kind of person I want to be.. And then I begin to remind myself of my dreams.. that I should not lose my grip dan akhirnya terbawa arus..
*in the end, we can only hope that the desicions made were for the best*
I want a reason for the way things have to be
I need a hand to help build up some kind of hope inside of me
And I’m calling all angels
I’m calling all angels
I won’t give up if you don’t give up
Calling all Angels - Train
- cheers to all -
Uncategorized | Comments (3)Tu ne crois pas qu’on est devenu fou??
As I entered the living room yesterday afternoon, I heard this crazy news on TV:
"… seorang pria menganiaya kedua istrinya karena mendengar isu bahwa istrinya mendua…"
*wtf?*
man, you should really look at yourself in the mirror before you hurt your wifes
Oh la la.. duniaku, duniamu, dunia kita.. sudah menggila.
- cheers to all -
Uncategorized | Comment (1)Je ne suis pas tranquille
Now that she’s back in the atmosphere
With drops of Jupiter in her hair
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there’s time to change
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like June
Tell me did you sail accross the sun
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated
Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there
Now that she’s back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation
She checks out Mozart while she does tae-bo
Reminds me that there’s room to grow
Now that she’s back in the atmosphere
I’m afraid that she might think of me as plain ol’ Jane
Told a story about a man who was too afraid to fly so he never did land
Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet?
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the Milky Way
And tell me, did Venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find?
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there
Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you
Even when I know you’re wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance, five-hour phone conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had.. and me
Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the Milky Way
Tell me did you sail accross the sun
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated
Tell me did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself?
And did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And did you fall for a shooting star
Fall for a shooting star
And are you lonely looking for yourself out there?
Drops of Jupiter - Train
(one of the most beautifully written songs I’ve ever known ^_^)
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"It’s about looking for perfection in an imperfect world."
I’m just sick and tired of feeling confused, doubtfull, uneasy, skeptical, afraid…
Dunia yang begitu membingungkan. Padahal dunia gue nggak gede-gede amat… normallah.. Padahal gue punya tempat mengadu, back up yang oke, 24/7 support line..
Teteee…pp for some things in life, hal-hal yang gue sebut di atas nggak cukup when it comes to making final decisions..
In the end, it all comes back to no other than myself.
Katanya harus denger kata hati. Lha, hatinya lagi nggak tenang, apanya yang mau didengar?
Atau gue-nya yang bikin masalah simple jadi keliatan ribet?
Atau dasar gue-nya yang nggak jelas maunya?
Dulu, minta ini. Begitu dikasih ama Yang Punya Kuasa.. - nggak sedikit pula yang Ia beri - kenapa mundur? Kenapa jadi galau? Why the question "is this really what I want"?
Huaaaaaaa… kayaknya pepatah "be careful what you wish for" harus gue tanamkan dalam-dalam di hati en pikiran gue.
Atau gue harus pegang lirik lagu di atas: there’s no star without a permanent scar. Nothing in this world is perfect, duh. And I’m no exception. Who am I then to demand perfection??
- cheers to all -
Uncategorized | Comment (1)… Pardonne-nous nos offenses …
Kalender 2007 versi Indonesia
Januari… Adam Air ilang
Februari… Jakarta banjir
Maret… Gempa di Padang
I wonder what’s gonna happen on April?
Uncategorized | Comments (3)Feeling blue.. and red.. and grey..
La verite, c’est que je ne sais plus ce que je veux.
Je fais ceci, je fais cela…
Je me sens a l’aise…
Pourtant je trouve un trou tout au fond de mon ame.
La verite, c’est que j’ai trop d’esperances elevees.
Je reves de beaux reves..
mais je me retire, je me cache
quand ils viennent de se realiser.
Pourrait-il que j’ai peur?
Peur d’etre decue?
La verite, c’est qu’ils me manquent beaucoup.
Et chaque fois que j’aie l’occasion de leur parler..
je ne trouves pas de mots pour leur dire que je les aime.
La verite, c’est que je ne veux rien que leur bonheur
… et le mien.
Mais quand je ne sais pas definir le bonheur..
Comment peux-tu que je sache quoi faire?
Dieu, j’ai besoin de toi.
La seule certitude dans ma vie.
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Sorry for the inconvenience. =p
-cheers to all-